Diary of a Mad Potter

I'm writing this as I wait for my pumpkins to cool enough for me to put them in the food processor and puree them. Wooohoooo...I love fall! This year I had SIX sugar pumpkins to bake, a new record. I bought two myself and got six from the girls at work (the pumpkins we painted and put on our desks for Halloween decoration). This is gonna be a lot of freakin pumpkin.

I am also going to attempt to go refined sugar free after Turkey-Day. I am also thinking of stopping the poultry eating thing as well. After all, the reason I began is no longer and it was a dumb reason to change anyway.

Relationships all around me are weird. I have a seriously dented friendship I really need to patch up...and another friend who seriously worries me. Then there's the ME relationships where I wonder if I'll ever find someone I'm comfortable with who is comfortable with me. I think that's what turns me into a potential car-wreck relationship girl. I'm so clearly wary and uncomfortable of any potential new relationship that I throw the whole thing off.

Anyway...back to the friendships. I'm taking the bull by the horns with the first one and just trying to get it all straghtened out by doing the "cards on the table" scenario. Too much supposing and second guessing going on and it needs to just be CLEAR. The other person needs to just figure out what the hell he's doing. He also needs to stop being a Yenta before I slap him silly...but that's another story.

Time to mush the punkins....Later 'gators!